Category: Poems

You hide the food in ironware.
The rats will find the Way.
You try to trap them in a snare.
The rats will find the Way.

You clog their burrow, fill their hole,
You block their exit, spill petrol,
You light ’em up to kill them whole,
The rats will find the Way.

They nourish on your decadence,
And flourish on your sufferance.
Abhorish in their dominance,
The rats with find the Way.

You’re bound to lose, admit defeat.
Erase your ego, sound retreat.
Become a student at their feet:
The rats will find the Way.

An eagle landed on a branch.
A jasmine fell into my tea.
I shooed the bird away at once.
I let the drowning blossom be.

A lizard scurried up my leg.
I panicked, spilling all the tea.
The reptile, scalded, screamed away.
The jasmine witnessed silently.

I did my best, I put my all.
I did not get results I sought.
Is this success? Or did I fail?

I did not do the best I could.
I got results regardless, though.
Is this success? Or did I fail?

If I’m the only one to say
Whether success or failure came,
What if I call it all success?

Is that allowed? Who gets to say?
“Successful”, claims media
Whoever brings them eyeballs new.

Of course, there is a pleasure too
In bringing down “successful” folk.
The eyeballs love the guillotine.

I cannot find a moment still
To sit, to breathe, to write a bit.
I’ve failed to do my job today.
I didn’t protect my time and space.

I did not distance from my mind
Distractions I could do without.
I let the non-essentials
Invade my sanctum sanctorum.

The price is hurried, tasteless lunch.
The price is hurried, tasteless lines.
The price is hurried, tasteless fights
With loving people in my life.

I pray I get another day
Where I don’t act so cast away.

I have applied by email, see?
“Requesting your permission, Ma’am,
To make a Dent in Universe.”
They take a while, I have been told.

Their toll-free number’s not so good.
They play a holding message, see?
They tell you ’bout these other things
That you could do to pass the time.

They tell you clocks are missing cogs.
They tell you you’re the perfect fit.
They tell you you can be the one
Who helps the millions keep their time.

Of course, it’s meaningful and right.
Of course, you make a difference there.
And maybe you should take it up,
Forgetting why you called their desk.

It ain’t for me, though, honestly.
You see, I sent that email, yes?
It’s not to get their go-ahead.
It’s just the cover for my ass.

I’m throwing hammers already.
I throw them daily folded blind.
A few too short, a few too long.
A few too light to be so strong.

But throw I do, and you can too.
And we don’t need permission, see?
We always have those cogless clocks
To fit into in times of need.

And maybe we can steal someday
The pendulum that sways our fate.
And throw it like Olympian cogs:
Around, around, and (ughff) away!

There’s nothing wrong in “coming third”
Unless you’re playing 2P games.

There’s nothing wrong in “sweating it”
Unless you’re in a house on flames.

There’s nothing wrong in “splitting hairs”
Unless you’re grooming moustaches.

There’s nothing wrong in “taking time”
Unless you’re snatching wristwatches.

Your writin’s gettin’ pretty SAFE!
Your hittin’s nosso HARD.
Your anger’s gotten WHINY, dude.
It doesn’t got the POWER!

All your talk of makin’ ART,
All your rhymes – so CRINGE!
All FORGOTTEN in a day
After a MOVIE binge.

You call yourself a BIZNISS grad?
You got no bizniss sense.
You’re givin’ me this stuff for FREE!
So, lemme give two-cents.

You getchyour ASS outtadachair.
Go STICK it on a grill.
Without the FIRE under you,
You’ll NEVER learn the drill.

You gotta make some MONEY, man!
You gotta SELL your art.
If all you do is “air your thoughts”,
You’re nothin’ but a FART.

I take your art FOR GRANTED, bro!
I’ve grown so USED to it.
So, commuh, now. ‘salready TIME!
You’ve GOTTA drop this shit.

INNUFFA this. Come WORK for me.
I’ll give you DOUGH, you FEEL?
I CAN not give you HAFFADIME
If all’s you’s HAFFAREAL!

Yo, WHAT is that? You got some BALLS?
Then, ALLDABEST, you punk!
Go, paintchyor COFFIN blackenwhite!
And stick it witchyor JUNK!

I suffer from a new dis-ease:
Adolescent defeatism.
The daily loss of something small
Is breaking down my confidence
Of ever risking much at all.

I gave up grapes of sweet success,
Instead to drink up daily asp.
Hormesis! Please, do grant me strength
To bear the poisons of defeat.

Embracing loss with heart and soul
Is killing killer instincts that
Could help me cut through obstacles.

I blame, instead, and shame myself.
I call myself a “Loser”, “Done”.

I shudder at the thought of work.

The operating manuals,
Those written by Perennials,
Say Fear is momentary.
At least, it’s how it’s meant to be.
A flood around the village? Run.
A tiger in the bushes? Turn.
A monkey stealing baby? Fight.
A snake around your elbow? Bite.
Your Fear comes to save your life,
Evaporates beyond the strife.

But Fear in a comfort world
Dissolves in us like teabags twirled
Throughout our plain sobrieties
To colour as anxieties
Around our simplest discomforts.
It takes us all our best efforts
To rid ourselves of remnant Fear
And make some space for thinking clear.

It doesn’t help that marketers
Deliver messages of Fear
To keep us in that danger mode,
So we can buy their latest load.
It doesn’t help that men in power
Divide us from their irovy tower
To keep us in that flighty state
To vote for them as they dictate.

We try to stay away from Fear.
We play it safe, wear masks of cheer.
But this is not sustainable.
Alternative attainable
Is learning how to live with Fear,
To make it comfortable, dear.
To drink it daily on our own,
Acquire taste, accept the burn.
To learn its texture, aftertaste,
To drink our water Fear-laced.
Which cannot put us out of ease
Can never make us fight or freeze.

But how to drink these daily Fears?
You go the things you’ve dreamt for years.
The art you’ve wanted to create.
The seeds you want to cultivate.
You cut the safety bungee cord
And make the leap on own accord.
So, when you face the other side
You see it was too magnified.
Of course, at times you’ll fail and pay
The price of throwing ease away.
But check what you are paying now
By letting Fear weight your brow.

I’m losing touch with Here and Now.
I feel my senses ossify.
I trap myself in narratives
Which paint me as the Goody Guy.

I use ’em as my Don’t-you-see.
I use ’em as my How-can-I.
I use ’em as my Like-you-would.
I’m-just-a-simple-Goody-Guy.

You come and try to help me out,
I push you back and run away.
You try to show the way to go,
I show my ass without delay.

I thank you for the time you spend.
And thank you that you come to try.
But I will not respond to you
Until I shake this Goody Guy.

If you can help me scratch my scripts,
And sit with me to hear me cry,
As everything I’ve built as walls
I decimate, then nullify,
If you can hold my naked Self,
Defenseless, mewling, scared to die,
I may consider changing now,
To rise beyond this Goody Guy.