We were together for six years.
Six years! Can you imagine?
It is an unnaturally long time, even for girlfriends.
But there we were – together, for six years!
Back when I did not know her
and when my elder brother asked me
What qualities I was looking for in her,
I painted for him a picture so ideal
That even I did not think
Such a one could be found.
I wanted her to be so smart
That she could run eight threads in her head
All at the same time.
I wanted her to have a memory
That could hold every secret of mine,
Without ever complaining about her space.
I wanted her face to be so beautiful
That even when I look closer, grain by grain,
I should be able to resolve, very clearly
The minuteness of her imperfections.
And if these were not demands steep enough,
I also wanted her to be able run anything
That I would load her with.
And still, and still, by magic or some such craft.
My brother, the conjurer of dreams, brought her to me.
Yes, she did weigh more than the others,
And yes, she was slightly bigger than my liking,
But the moment she sat on my lap,
I knew she was everything I had asked for.
Her smartness was unparalleled then,
And her memory as good as any other of her generation.
She was more beautiful in what she showed me
That what I had seen in my mind’s eyes,
And she could run everything so smoothly,
That I was sure she would make a good housewife.
Originally recited to mildly amused friends the day my first laptop,
a juiced-up Dell Studio 15 (with 2k resolution and i7 processor) died in 2015