Falling in

I’m sinking
In the books. I learn
I’ll earn. Such shame
I feel. Such worthlessness
I know is false, is just
Hormones.
Her moans
I miss. Her
Breathlessness,
Her need to surf-
Ace up
For air. Forayer, dive
Into the deep. End
All these hesitations. Suck
Her breath away.
Her breath – a way.